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27 January 2009 @ 12:29 pm
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So Rachael posted this two days ago and I accidentally came across it:

friends of jason - lol

Jan. 25th, 2009 | 05:10 pm

you can tell Jason that I was mean to him in e-mails because he was cheating on me and treating me like shit for months and lying about it so HE could still fuck me as well.

Wow, I must have some magic goddamn pussy or something.

wwaaaaa,,, I donno why Rachael is so mean to me. *vomit*
WHAT THE FUCK? I never once said anything bad about her to anyone and she feels the need to spread this shit around???  Maybe if She actually had at least pretended to show some interest in me every once in a while when she was sober it would have helped things. But no. She couldn't even manage that.  You should try dating someone who doesn't know how to show affection some time.  It's a great experience.  :-P

For the record. I was NOT treating her like shit. I would hate for her to have to find out what being treated like shit really is if she thinks that the way I treated her was like shit. heh... And I knew exactly why Rachael was being so mean to me. I couldn't handle her mean whiny, self absorbed attitude anymore. I was trying to find a graceful way out of the situation and obviously failed miserably. I waited far too long because I didn't want to hurt her. I should have just walked away and let her deal with it. It would have been easier but I couldn't see just how bad things were getting until they were too far gone.

I don't regret much in my life. I DO regret hooking up with this psycho... It will probably haunt me the rest of my life...

Fuck... I wish I wouldn't have seen her stupid childish entry on accident... Now I'm just pissed.

I like how she says "So he could still fuck me as well"... wouldn't that imply that we were still fucking? Oh wait... I think we might have once in the last few months of our "relationship"... Sorry... yeah... I bet she doesn't remember it anyway cause she was probably drunk.

"Waaaa My Boyfriend left me because I am a psycho bitch who cant deal with life... Waaa... Oh poor me... I cant finish school because I have no focus and cant stick with anything for more than a few months. Waaaa... I'm a bitch to everyone and expect them to make allowances for my eccentric behavior because I'm sooooo punk. Waaaa I'm so fucked up inside that I hate myself and cant even stand to think that someone might be interested in me.  Waaaaa I cant even get up in the morning cause I'm sooo sad and lonely... boohoo... Waaaa life sucks..  You know it must suck to be a bitch when nobody will make excuses for you or apologize to people for you or try to smooth over the hurt feelings you leave behind. Poor thing... so sad and pathetic. Thing is, she likes to make people think that she is strong when in reality she is a scared little girl who hates the world. Fuck her. Or dont as the case may be...

Oh well. Good riddance to bad rubbish. So glad I'm out.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Ms. Daysidelong on January 28th, 2009 12:31 am (UTC)

For the record, when you guys were up here for the weekend, you seemed to treat her fine. ;)

Just wash your hands of it, dude. Channel your spirit animal, get Zen, align your chakras, all that crap.
Cynical?  Moi?joeguppy on January 28th, 2009 09:14 pm (UTC)
Hugs.... lots and lots of hugs...